Being Human

Mental Illness and Vurnerability in Tech

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The Vurnerability

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The Stigma

The cost of shame
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The Tech Industry

Mental health of those in tech industry

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The Discussion

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The Speaker
Who the heck is this guy even?

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The Vurnerability

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The Stigma

The cost of shame
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The Tech Industry

Mental health of those in tech industry

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The Discussion

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The Speaker
Who the heck is this guy even?

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The Vurnerability

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The Stigma

The cost of shame
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The Tech Industry

Mental health of those in tech industry

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The Discussion

Making space for honest conversation

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The Speaker
Who the heck is this guy even?

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The Vurnerability

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The Stigma

The cost of shame
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The Tech Industry

Mental health of those in tech industry

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The Discussion

Making space for honest conversation

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The Speaker
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The cost of shame
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The Tech Industry

Mental health of those in tech industry

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Eating the Dog Food

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"Eating your own dog food or โ€œdogfoodingโ€ is the practice of using one's own products or services. [...] ย he remembers is from the president of Kal Kan Pet Food, who was said to eat a can of his dog food at shareholders' meetings [...] argued that the phrase "dogfooding" was unappealing and should be replaced by "icecreaming""

Eating the Dog Food

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"Eating your own dog food or โ€œdogfoodingโ€ is the practice of using one's own products or services. [...] ย he remembers is from the president of Kal Kan Pet Food, who was said to eat a can of his dog food at shareholders' meetings [...] argued that the phrase "dogfooding" was unappealing and should be replaced by "icecreaming""

Eating the Dog Food

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"Eating your own dog food or โ€œdogfoodingโ€ is the practice of using one's own products or services. [...] ย he remembers is from the president of Kal Kan Pet Food, who was said to eat a can of his dog food at shareholders' meetings [...] argued that the phrase "dogfooding" was unappealing and should be replaced by "icecreaming""

Eating the Dog Food

"Eat a live frog first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day."
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Mark Twain

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Eating the Dog Food

"Eat a live frog first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day."
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Mark Twain

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Eating the Dog Food

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Inner Archeology

2014

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Inner Archeology

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Inner Archeology

2014

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Inner Archeology

2014

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"However, I'd like to let you know that I've started developing the same types of thoughts regarding my facial features/structure in January this year (for the first time at the age of 27) . I woke up one morning and realised that my smile is skew (the one corner of my mouth doesn't lift up when I smile)..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"However, I'd like to let you know that I've started developing the same types of thoughts regarding my facial features/structure in January this year (for the first time at the age of 27) . I woke up one morning and realised that my smile is skew (the one corner of my mouth doesn't lift up when I smile)..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"However, I'd like to let you know that I've started developing the same types of thoughts regarding my facial features/structure in January this year (for the first time at the age of 27) . I woke up one morning and realised that my smile is skew (the one corner of my mouth doesn't lift up when I smile)..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"However, I'd like to let you know that I've started developing the same types of thoughts regarding my facial features/structure in January this year (for the first time at the age of 27) . I woke up one morning and realised that my smile is skew (the one corner of my mouth doesn't lift up when I smile)..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"However, I'd like to let you know that I've started developing the same types of thoughts regarding my facial features/structure in January this year (for the first time at the age of 27) . I woke up one morning and realised that my smile is skew (the one corner of my mouth doesn't lift up when I smile)..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...I fell into a episode of suicidal depression - not being able to sleep/eat and being convinced that people get uncomfortable in my presence due to my distorted face. I went to a plastic surgeon and he mentioned that although I (strictly speaking) have a skew smile, it's still within the parameter of a 'normal' face, and if I had to talk to him without pointing it out he wouldn't even have noticed it..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...However, I kept on obsessing about it. And soon developed additional reason why my face looks strange and makes people uncomfortable (from my teeth being yellow, my features being asymmetrical, etc). I started going to a psychologist, in the hopes that he'll be able to help me either (1) see these thoughts as distortions/delusions or (2) help me accept myself/make peace with it should they be 100% true..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"... I only just started going, so I'm unable to say whether I'm actually making progress. But according to my psychologist, it's quite common for people with pre-existing social anxiety and an inclination towards low self worth to develop crippling obsessions about their appearance. I don't know the extent to which this is applicable to you..."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...But I think merely making the jump from 'I'm unattractive" to "I want to kill myself" is indicative of something deeper that needs to be addressed by a mental health professional."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...But I think merely making the jump from 'I'm unattractive" to "I want to kill myself" is indicative of something deeper that needs to be addressed by a mental health professional."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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"...But I think merely making the jump from 'I'm unattractive" to "I want to kill myself" is indicative of something deeper that needs to be addressed by a mental health professional."

The Frog

u/broodjies
08:19AM , 28 April 2014

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Why?

Since 2014

Since 2017

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Aaron Swartz

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The Cost of Shame

Aaron Swartz

Sick (2007)

"I have a lot of illnesses. I donโ€™t talk about it much, for a variety of reasons. I feel ashamed to have an illness. It sounds absurd, but there still is an enormous stigma around being sick."

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The Cost of Shame

Aaron Swartz

Sick (2007)

"I have a lot of illnesses. I donโ€™t talk about it much, for a variety of reasons. I feel ashamed to have an illness. It sounds absurd, but there still is an enormous stigma around being sick."

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The Cost of Shame

Aaron Swartz

Sick (2007)

"I have a lot of illnesses. I donโ€™t talk about it much, for a variety of reasons. I feel ashamed to have an illness. It sounds absurd, but there still is an enormous stigma around being sick."

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The Cost of Shame

Aaron Swartz

Sick (2007)

"I have a lot of illnesses. I donโ€™t talk about it much, for a variety of reasons. I feel ashamed to have an illness. It sounds absurd, but there still is an enormous stigma around being sick."

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The Cost of Shame

Aaron Swartz

Sick (2007)

"I have a lot of illnesses. I donโ€™t talk about it much, for a variety of reasons. I feel ashamed to have an illness. It sounds absurd, but there still is an enormous stigma around being sick."

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Talking About Shame

Greg Baugues

Devs and Depression (2013)

"A lot people are blaming the US Attorney for Aaron Swartzโ€™s suicide. Their outrage is justified, but Aaron struggled with depression for many years prior to the case. If we focus only on the US Attorney, we miss an opportunity to help thousands of developers struggling with the same problem."

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Talking About Shame

Greg Baugues

Devs and Depression (2013)

"A lot people are blaming the US Attorney for Aaron Swartzโ€™s suicide. Their outrage is justified, but Aaron struggled with depression for many years prior to the case. If we focus only on the US Attorney, we miss an opportunity to help thousands of developers struggling with the same problem."

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Talking About Shame

Greg Baugues

Devs and Depression (2013)

"A lot people are blaming the US Attorney for Aaron Swartzโ€™s suicide. Their outrage is justified, but Aaron struggled with depression for many years prior to the case. If we focus only on the US Attorney, we miss an opportunity to help thousands of developers struggling with the same problem."

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Talking About Shame

Greg Baugues

Devs and Depression (2013)

"A lot people are blaming the US Attorney for Aaron Swartzโ€™s suicide. Their outrage is justified, but Aaron struggled with depression for many years prior to the case. If we focus only on the US Attorney, we miss an opportunity to help thousands of developers struggling with the same problem."

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Talking About Shame

Greg Baugues

Devs and Depression (2013)

"A lot people are blaming the US Attorney for Aaron Swartzโ€™s suicide. Their outrage is justified, but Aaron struggled with depression for many years prior to the case. If we focus only on the US Attorney, we miss an opportunity to help thousands of developers struggling with the same problem."

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Invisible World

Andrew Solomon
The Noonday Demon (1995)

"There is so much pain in the world, and most of these people keep theirs secret, rolling through agonizing lives in invisible wheelchairs, dressed in invisible bodycasts."

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Invisible World

Andrew Solomon
The Noonday Demon (1995)

"There is so much pain in the world, and most of these people keep theirs secret, rolling through agonizing lives in invisible wheelchairs, dressed in invisible bodycasts."

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Invisible World

Andrew Solomon
The Noonday Demon (1995)

"There is so much pain in the world, and most of these people keep theirs secret, rolling through agonizing lives in invisible wheelchairs, dressed in invisible bodycasts."

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Invisible World

Andrew Solomon
The Noonday Demon (1995)

"There is so much pain in the world, and most of these people keep theirs secret, rolling through agonizing lives in invisible wheelchairs, dressed in invisible bodycasts."

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Initial Response

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Open Sourcing Mental Health
Mental Health in Tech Survey (2020)

Wider Patterns

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The Work

Andrew Solomon
The Noonday Demon (1995)

"Depressed people cannot lead a revolution because depressed people can barely manage to get out of bed and put on their shoes and socks."

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The Work

Andrew Solomon
The Noonday Demon (1995)

"Depressed people cannot lead a revolution because depressed people can barely manage to get out of bed and put on their shoes and socks."

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What do we do?

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Open Sourcing Mental Health
Mental Health in Tech Survey (2020)

Human Resources

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Gregory Benford
Shipstar (2014)

"Remember that
people break down too,
not just machinery"

Commonalities

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Gregory Benford
Shipstar (2014)

"Remember that
people break down too,
not just machinery"

Commonalities

Yikes!

"The one-question survey had a simple "yes or no" query: "Are you currently suffering from job burnout?" Of the 11,487 users who responded, over half of respondents (57.16%, to be precise) replied "yes." Frankly, it's a mindblowing statistic"

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Yikes!

"The one-question survey had a simple "yes or no" query: "Are you currently suffering from job burnout?" Of the 11,487 users who responded, over half of respondents (57.16%, to be precise) replied "yes." Frankly, it's a mindblowing statistic"

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Yikes!

"The one-question survey had a simple "yes or no" query: "Are you currently suffering from job burnout?" Of the 11,487 users who responded, over half of respondents (57.16%, to be precise) replied "yes." Frankly, it's a mindblowing statistic"

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Yikes!

"The one-question survey had a simple "yes or no" query: "Are you currently suffering from job burnout?" Of the 11,487 users who responded, over half of respondents (57.16%, to be precise) replied "yes." Frankly, it's a mindblowing statistic"

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Yikes!

"The one-question survey had a simple "yes or no" query: "Are you currently suffering from job burnout?" Of the 11,487 users who responded, over half of respondents (57.16%, to be precise) replied "yes." Frankly, it's a mindblowing statistic"

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Yikes!

"The one-question survey had a simple "yes or no" query: "Are you currently suffering from job burnout?" Of the 11,487 users who responded, over half of respondents (57.16%, to be precise) replied "yes." Frankly, it's a mindblowing statistic"

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Widen the Conversation

Wikipedia

Occupation Burnout

"A growing body of evidence suggests that burnout is etiologically, clinically, and nosologically similar to depression. In a study that directly compared depressive symptoms in burned out workers and clinically depressed patients, no diagnostically significant differences were found between the two groups; burned out workers reported as many depressive symptoms as clinically depressed patients."

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Widen the Conversation

Wikipedia

Occupation Burnout

"A growing body of evidence suggests that burnout is etiologically, clinically, and nosologically similar to depression. In a study that directly compared depressive symptoms in burned out workers and clinically depressed patients, no diagnostically significant differences were found between the two groups; burned out workers reported as many depressive symptoms as clinically depressed patients."

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Widen the Conversation

Wikipedia

Occupation Burnout

"A growing body of evidence suggests that burnout is etiologically, clinically, and nosologically similar to depression. In a study that directly compared depressive symptoms in burned out workers and clinically depressed patients, no diagnostically significant differences were found between the two groups; burned out workers reported as many depressive symptoms as clinically depressed patients."

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Being Human

By Schalk Venter

Being Human

Mental Illness and Vurnerability in Tech

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